So with the afternoon off and the morning spent cleaning my house I decided to take a trip out, not any trip out but a trip back to Liverpool, Know i know what most people think when you say the word 'Liverpool' and i must admit i would have been one of those people, you think of burn out cars sat on bricks, people trying to mug you every corner but how wrong could you be.

I ended up spending a fantastic day sat on the banks of the Leeds to Liverpool Cannel (strangely enough the same cannel that passes my house in Blackburn) so I thought I would take a photo and let you judge the view for your self.

But all this adventure had to come to an end and back in to work and thank God for GPS, i need to know where in going and that’s it, GPS dose all the work, no more getting lost not even knowing which way north is, its fantastic. so hour or so later and in work till 12pm (back at 9am or so) and i hope to the gods of 'fun' i get to go out tomorrow night

hottest day of the year?

How would I know sat in a room with no windows and air conditioning, I understand if you are sat in the sun this may sound appealing but trust me I would change places with you in a hart beat! Anyone? No didn’t think so.

So after a few drinks in the northern quarter of Manchester I was walking back from the train station to my house and I had totally forgot about the 'for sale sign' out side my house. Got to the end of my street and I was sooooooo happy, just to see the dam thing out side my house made my day, so much I ran up (drunk by the way) and gave it a big hug! Thinking about it know it shows my underlying feeling about this whole thing, Odd it took a wooden sign, mind you 'Stop! Hammer time' was just i sign and that made me smile for a while!

Manchester was a good night out, my very good looking friend (its a girl before you all start) gave me some very good advice which helped me in the position i now face. By position I mean the part of my life which involves Girls! or Girl would be more accrete. Being in the position i am now im not looking for ................ hummm mind blank ............. I am looking for something but not what I had and I think I have found something which makes me happy, i have no idea where it is going, I have fun and I feel things i have not felt for a long time. But this is only a part of the good feelings and i intend to keep them all coming.

I love kopparberg, the best thing to come out of Sweden (ok porn as well)
It has to have alcohol in it as there is a non alcoholic version out there (hum not sure there is a point but that comes from a drinker so it not aimed at me......arr......)
But it is a good drink, never tried cider before as i do tend to think of homeless people asking for change with a bottle of cider in one hand but i take it all back, it great. It dose seam to be involved with making me more relaxed and switched off the decision making department of my brain but i think 'drink' in general has the same affect.

You can get Kopparberg from all good Weather Spoons pubs (well in Manchester) and I think Ikea!

Well even though I have another hour sat at work I have to go, spent 40 mins lead in my garden last night at 1am, FANTASTIC! that’s my advice for to day, get home at night lie down and just look up, I don’t think we all look up enough, take in the sky and stars which i plan to do when home.

House for sale!!!!!

All i need is someone to buy it.

To much time on my hands?

After problems at work which i wont go in to i put thease 2 video's to gether, there are only slight changes to each one. hope you like it fella's.

So to start this tale of fun set us of at a night out, good night and fun time's got to stay at a friends which was handy after being called in to work to help with problems the following morning meant I only had to stagger a shot distance before I was at work. After a few house later I could start the reminder of my 3 days off, YES that’s right 3 days off and no I didn’t spoon to get it!

Monday comes around and it 'small stepping stone time' as my house was put on the market! This is a good thing but dose come with its work load! But I have the motivation to get on with it and see it through to the end.
Through all this im determined not to become petty about the time in my life now and make this transition an easy one for both people involved, I don’t want to regret my past or the time in my life now and like Yoda said hate leads to anger, anger leads to pain, pain leads to suffering ....................................... you know the rest...................................
But I don’t think is the same for both sides, the phrase 'I have been advised not to do that' or 'I don’t live there' after the lack of help doesn’t make we want to be not as nice about it but Yoda knows best.

So a quite drink with a friend to celebrate my house is now on the market is the plan for Tuesday night, nothing to big and back home for midnight (last train not because my carriage turn’s back in to a pumpkin) but before that some more work on the house.

I have had a few days of trying times and there seams to be some people who can pull me out of it but at the moment there is one who brings more, not quite sure how to describe it but it’s a good feeling but with out the help from my friends and family I wouldn’t be the person I am now to enjoy it, I know that’s I bit heavy to digest.

On my travels I fond this sine which made my giggle for some time, hope you like it.