Car update 2, the revenge of the bearings

Well after my longish trip its official, my car needs some work after my brush with death, there isn't and vibration and the handling is ok (well ok for my car) but there is some low noise coming from the wheel which hit the kerb. Now to me that screams BEARINGS! So now need to get it fixed as my car has become my life line. And STOP THE PRESS im going to pay to get it fixed instead of trying to get it done myself.

Watched the last Scrubs last night (season 5), I relay like scrubs and its a very funny show, I have some comfort that there will be a new season soon.

Car update

Well after changing the wheel and trying to spin it the bearings and shaft don't appear to be damaged but as I need my car for a longish trip tomorrow I will take it for a spin tonight just to see how it is, if my last trip was anything to go by this may be my last blog.

Where is the best place to live

After deciding to move to the big city its now time to decided where I would like to live, I can make any decisions yet as the house still has to go before I can 'up sticks' and move.

There seam to be 2 options.

1. House/Flat share
2. Flat 'on my own' rent

I have spent 6 years in my own house and are quite happy with the room and privacy you get with that but after speaking to family it sounds like a better option to share a house, its cheaper and there is someone there instead of being alone. The only problem I can see with this is 'trust', I would find it hard to move in with a stranger. IM sure I could get used to it but at the moment I would like to live with friends but this isn't always possible.

There is the option to move in with my mum for a while and IM open to the possibility if it would mean I would move some where I want to live.

Hummm this could take a while any way.

The other thing that is on my mind is ....... Got lied to again, after I just wanted the truth weeks ago. I cant decided how I feel about it and if im pissed off. I know what other peoples toughs are on it but its not the same when you have the inside eye in to the person and situation but at the end of the day it was a lie to me. The silver lining (everything tends to have a silver lining) is the relationship I had for the last 6 months was a lie, relationships, love, trust don't mix with lies.
personally I think I can cope with it like most things in life but it just adds to the hurt.

this is what happens when you swerve to avoid and animal, I think it was a fox but its not that easy to tell when you are in a car spinning round and round! I think its damaged the bearings aswell! I know I should look at the fact im alive but not sure that makes me feel any better at the moment.

So Hi Train! I hate the train, is not that cheaper, cramped, hot and it takes me longer to get to and from work!

Day 1 of new life

Its funny, I may be single and very alone but nothing has changed. I still live in the same place and do the same job.
With out my job and work friends I think I would have been losing this battle now, We all work with people (well most of us) and I have to say its one of the most hart worming things for the people I work with to show such amazing support. Well they aren't my work friends but friends I work with.

Life has to change

I feel like I have to put this on my blog as it happened on the very day I started my blog and there is something to be said for typing out the events of my life.

To spend 9 years of ones life with some one worth spending 9 years with is some thing some people never find in life, Well that has come to an end for me. I can see the problems and can even understand that things have to end its very scary to let them.

Short Term Plan

• Cope with the down days in my life, talk to my friends and family.
• how ever stupid it sounds I have to be strong for her, im never going to be a nasty person.
• look at selling house and look at money.
• Start getting rid of stuff I don't need.
  

Long term Plan

• Move out of town, I have no ties here but will have people who do mean something.
• Start a new life with a complete change in my life style.

I know I don't have many points but I feel I cant plan for the future to much as I cant control everything.

Today how ever strange is a good day, well as good as I think they will be for possibly a long time. Maybe to was vodafone, no I don't think so.

Well I intend to keep posting so you to can feel the pain, hope, fear, loss and even possibly the joy of this love in my life.

Stay classy Manchester

Vodafone

After spending most of the week deciding what new mobile phone to get I decided to get a Sony Ericsson W810i, I had the K750i which is a fantastic phone.
After looking for the best deal I found that vodafone had a fantastic deal so I decided to get my phone from the vodafone store on king street in Manchester (under the food court).

I spent 30 mins trying to get something extra out of the bloke selling me a phone but I got nothing which I was pissed off about, 4 days on and my new W810i would no longer start up and would get to the loading screen and hang. 4 days old and its stopped working! So I want back in expecting to spend the next 30 mins trying to get it fixed and with in 2 mins I had a new phone. I didn't have to send it back to Sony, they just gave me a new phone.

Thx Vodafone

ps they still like to put the name and logo every where on the phone but who doesn't?